finally it's the weekend.. it's been 3 weeks of consecutively high paced work and i think it got to me a little bit at the start of the week.. and i ended up performing a really bad flight.. was a little demoralised after that.. but a fighter never gives up at the first failure! i think it was a pretty good mission for me today, found both my targets and it was much better than the previous flights.. i suppose words from my godfather, coach, and the most feared dopey helped upon reflection..

and coach says, "take care of the fatigue, if you're fatigued, ur mental state wont be strong and u cant perform well in flight, u'll see things late and wont be as sharp. now, i want u to rest during the weekends.. during the weekdays when you're free, work hard. but for the weekends, it's mandatory to rest. at least 1 day of doing nothing."

but everybody knows, singaporeans are kiasu pple, how can i allow myself to rest, knowing that there are soooooooo many things i do not know about, and sooooooo much more work to be done?

i shall try this weekend, only to work on sunday evening. and it's 235am, i'd better go slp before my eyes pop out..